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Am I me? Loved by those worth loving. Content with the me that’s me. Living life in a volatile state. Wish my train wouldn’t leave on time. The worst virtuoso. I hope the word is “unmotivated” but lazy is the word. The nicest guy. I wish the word was “sincere” but obsequious is the word. The best dreamer. No longer like a saxophone trying, in vain, to blend. The Dapper Dresser brandishes a bowtie. Trying to be the me that’s me. Suddenly, worthy of being condemned. Just trying to defy gravity. “Musician.” “Scientist.” “Chicagoan.” All these things
I am waiting to be. I am me.
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And for you, a gif of Blaine Anderson doing my condescending nod
IT’S JASON’S BIRTHDAY. BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYY.
HIS BIRTHDAY.
MY BEST FRIEND’S.
BIRTHDAY.
God, you’re so old. 18. No.

FINALLY! I’ve been waiting my whole life to legally click the “Yes, I’m 18” button when I’m watching porn.
18 is going to be awesome.
Hope today is wonderful!
Blinky
“Max Records (from Where the Wild Things Are) stars in this short about a cute, helpful robot pal who becomes, let’s just say, less cute and not so helpful”
On the surface, this short film is creepy as fuck! On a deeper level, though, it’s really pretty interesting. Basically, the kid buys the robot because he thinks it will be a happy addition to the family, but soon resents the robot for not being able to make his parents stop fighting. When the robot was left outside in the rain, when the kid’s parents were yelling, and when the kid just blames the robot (who is just trying to be his friend) are all pretty sad scenes. Then it just gets fucking scary when the robot goes berserk. What I got from the film: We shouldn’t blame and resent others for our problems because they might go ape-shit and kill everyone.
If you have twelve minutes, watch this.
is tomorrow
I’m really not sure what to think. For the second year in a row, the band concert is on my birthday. I really don’t even have the time to celebrate it besides just a birthday dinner later tonight with Nicki and my parents. My birthday last year was pretty awful, and I guess I’m just worried about that happening again. I really, really don’t know what to think. I hope I don’t get too upset at the band concert, but we’ll see. I just hope nice things happen to me tomorrow.
My birthday is too close to Graduation. The feels from that are covering up the celebration. I have my birthday outfit all planned out, though!
P.S. Glee Season 3 ended tonight. It wasn’t a “cry-worthy” episode like I expected, but it was still good. I enjoyed it and I’m not too distraught. Not much else to say. Thanks Rachel for recording it, thanks Nicki and Rachel for watching it with me (even though they both picked on me before the episode started), and thanks Rachel for sitting and talking with me for closure. Anyway, their Graduation was VERY unrealistic compared to what I expect mine to be like. Ugh, it’s coming too soon.